Mahuan-ness. Pain. Suffering. Stress. Annoyance.

It is all forever gone at 21:42 Friday November 2nd 2007.

**IC
Fine. Hated the picture anyways. But the thought of going through the system to make a new one is enough to stress my ass off. I know it’s a lot more efficient and all, but I rather not having to do it. Plus all the other cards I need to replace.

-isetan (Just replaced it on Friday ‘coz she reminded me the night b4–my sis used mine and it was in her wallet when she got robbed)
-Parkson Elite
-One Utama
-Topshop
-Tesco …maybe not
-Bonuslink.. ditto
-MPH Bookshop… no longer go there anyways
-Shu Uemura 2-4 vouchers for dontrememberwhatalready. Luckily I gave Vivi 2 a few weeks ago.
-I don’t remember what else lar.

*Credit card
Cancelled last night and will be sent to office in 7-10 days. Damnn, those credit card peeps really showing how hard they work for our debts. Luckily I only have one. Weird thing is they put the lost card number BEHIND THE CARD. Huh??

***Handphone. My two-month old Moto RAZR v3i. Purple one from Japan some more!! *cries*
Methinks I’m giving Motorola a lot of support by replacing time and again with another Moto phone.
Geez. I just hate the thought of keying in one by one all those contacts. I didn’t manage to upload to my pc yet ‘coz I didn’t know how to. Yep, please email me yer numbers. (Like, Sunday onwards. I’m still phoneless)

4-Red Logitech wireless mouse
I <3 it.
Got it in Suntech 2years ago when I went down for VI 1. :(
My ONLY physical connection to the start of my blog and the Cowboy Barflies and of course, VI.

*New wallet. not even 2wks old.
Doesn’t matter. Easily replaced. Luckily not my mom’s cutesy vintage purse I was using.
But got the receipts from the night MrBf and I spent celebrating our anniversary last weekend as keepsakes. *sniff*

Luckily, I paid my rent already and I forgot my spending money at home so I punched out enough money just to get 5-6 Terry Fox tees and spent it all on them already before I realise I didn’t have enough money to get a cab to meet Kenny after work. Went ATM for a 50 just to pay for cab. Didn’t use it. Wasn’t too keen on being stuck in the jam at 6pm in the city. 50 in cash is not a good deal for the thief.

**2 gold rings (one 24k and another 18k)
Got them evaluated the other day and waiting for the right time to sell them or exchange or whatever lar ‘coz don’t want/like them anymore. Was keeping them since price was going up and hoping to exchange for a chain or something that is not yellow gold.

XTreme Emotional Damages as follows:

******One of my fave cardigan + my green selendang :*(
The black cropped one with side beading. Everyone who sees it asked me where I got it. Even men!!

Emotionally comforting to have it around. Damaging to my poor heart as it is the only clothing I bought during the whole of 2005. Hardly enticed to even go window shopping ‘coz nothing appealed in my depressive state. I didn’t realise that until there was a big sale in Dec and it was already the 30th. Bought it after it caught my eye. Was the last piece they had in the shop some more!! Was so hap when I got it. For a solid hour anyways.

****My lovely Chanel compact foundation
I kept the case since the first time I got it and was hooked to it in 2001. Emotionally tied up to the case. Why am I so materialistic?????
And shit, I just refilled it with a new one not long ago.

ZOMG. WHY AM I TORTURING MYSELF WITH THIS LIST????!???!?!!!

***1x JuicyTube, 1x Clinique lipgloss (mimiboo gave me) and 1x Bobbi Brown lipgloss (free)
I don’t care for the rest except for the JuicyTube. Ah well, at least it’s almost half used and not like the other lipstick and lipgloss I lost when my bag dropped and stuf scattered everywhere in Glo last time. I don’t even remember what’s the shade is called. Man….

*****My notepad I wrote on during waiting times in trains and interviews filled with ideas and crap
FUCKING. PAINFUL. ARGH. *stabs eyes with mouse*

**1G thumbdrive
I just happened to clear my office pc and moved all my files into the thumbdrive ‘coz I was moving cubicles yesterday. All the lovely pics and stuf I printscreened.

***My nice thick namecard holder
I even arranged them cards with a system! So much time wasted doing that on the LRT!! All those reporters details in it!! And media people! ARGH

Some more I decided to spoil myself and got a frikin’ nice one from Kinokuniya. (Ya ya ya. My idea of spoiling myself is either makeup or stationery. I refrain more from stationery ‘coz getting too expensive.)

***Namecard wallet that MrBf gave me
I have both our namecards in it. :/

**My collection of LRT monthly cards (June-Nov) on my nice MTV dogtag I gotten from stupid Tata Young showcase last year as a media.
I know this sounds stupid. I was keeping them to remind me of all the months I travelled on the LRT snoozing off, overhearing people talk crap, witnessing how all the nice and bad things they do to other passengers… Kinda nice to have momentoes like that. Some more only 2nd day of November ley! And they just increased the price from rm90 to rm100 ley! :(

Ah fuck, got office swipe card too on it.

*Paperwork from the office
A WHOLE STACK. That’s why my bag was so heavy. Like, 5-6kg? Unbelievable. He still wanted it.

-New pack of ciggies.
Fucker, you better not be a smoker. I couldn’t even have instant access to my ciggies when I was trying to clear my head of it all. Sweet Kenny bought me two to calm me down. Usually, he always would have given me a stern look about smoking.

-My credit card statement with MY FRIKIN ADDRESS ON IT. With my house keys!!! This is why I can’t have my nice weekend rest and writing now to calm down. So stresssedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
(I kinda puked when I got back at 2am after all the running around with the security guards. It finally sank in)

Hafta change the locks later when MrBf wakes up.

1) Police report
2) Go back to scene-of-crime for footages

Didn’t realise there can be so much crap tied to the little things inside your bag.

sigh.
Goodbye my lovelies. I am now officially a hippie. Almost no worldly possessions.

I need a hug.

And some people to give me their past months’ LRT cards.